The Soul of a Buffalo-Tatanka

     My sister and I have always had a deep respect and love for the buffalo. They are a soulful breed that airs to the side of wild intentions. You can see deep into their hearts through the eyes, and see the resilient stance of their ancestors of long ago; having to fight for life across the plains as we humans slaughtered them for food. We wore their coats to keep us warm and many other ways for our benefit. They sustained us for a very long time.
 But I am glad I can still travel to 'mid-states', and go see them in herds... being protected... so they can survive us humans. I believe in being a caretaker to our planets living things.
      There is just something so strong and majestic, yet soft and peaceful about the Bison, when they are just trying to exist.
My hope is to see some on my trip to various states this June and July. I'm hoping for the opportunity to capture some good photo's with my camera. There are some here in Oregon. But they are raised for food. They are different. It's not the same kind of spirit within them~ but still beautiful nonetheless...
     It's like- you can go see horses in captivity..well, just about anywhere...but there are a few small herds that are wild and protected...so far....
There is something different in the hearts of animals that can still roam the earth with a free flowing soul. There is something so different behind their eye's.
 Maybe some see it- maybe some don't.... I do~
     I hope us as "humans", can keep a part of our "free flowing souls" from completely getting overshadowed by everyday drudgery. We need to remind ourselves that we must live to the fullest of our potentials...meaning keeping our joy and positive-ness in our hearts, so when people see us...really look into our eye's, they strive to want what we have. They can see that we have a purpose behind our eye's. They can see into our souls and know that we can breath outside of this worlds boundaries. To say we are happy-and really mean it!
    
The last time someone asked you how you were...and you replied "I'm fine"....did you mean it? Or was it the casual thing to say?...Or if you asked someone how they were and they answered...how they really were...did you roll your eye's because you were only asking to be polite or because you were 'roboting' the question and your thinking in your head..."I really don't want to hear this???"
     Either way, I think we need to be more like the Tatanka..yes I said buffalo...and stand by each other in strength and fellowship. Protect each other, stand together and support the 'herd'! Our instincts should be as sharp as theirs.
Let us strive to live in peace on this earth together...while we are here.
                                                      

                                                                    ~ Peace out~

Spring-gagagagagaga!

So happy spring has sprung and summer is just around the corner. Enjoying the nice warm sunshine when it decides to peek out during the day. I have met a nice friend that is interning for Land Management here at the Y. lighthouse in Newport. She is a sweet young lady with a lot of light inside her as well. I'm hoping to do a family walk there this week, with the family and friends that are going to descend upon me, this my birthday week. Yes, that's right...I will now be able to qualify for a senior discount haha..But hey, I'm keeping young and in shape. She is going to give us the private royal tour! I shall blog and post pictures if the weather cooperates!
I'm also getting golf lessons from a PGA tour master as a gift. He will be teaching a lefty too boot! He is happy though, and prefers that I am new to the sport and haven't developed any "bad habits". What he doesn't know is how much of a goofball I really am!!!!!
I can laugh at myself on a dime- it doesn't take much. I can usually make others laugh with me...if they possess a funny bone of any size~ Not sure if I will take pictures of that, as I will be busy trying to look like I'm getting it all down..haha. We shall see.
I am also trying, albeit slowly, to learn old Hebrew. Written and spoken. It's been a desire of mine for decades. What better way to keep my mind sharp and in tact. I am also having a missionary come over and teach me some sign language. He is a doll for taking time out of his work to educate me. I get free lessons, and hopefully I will be given the chance to communicate with anyone who uses sign language down the road. Share some love and smiles.
I think that no matter how hard or trying life can be at times, you need to stay positive. You need to find new ways to improve your life. I like to connect that with finding ways to help other people. Sometimes just sharing a kind smile when someone is having a crap day will do them a world of good. I know it has for me in the past..
I also believe in being a bit of a goofball. Not the annoying kind, but a happy-make you giggle kind..at the appropriate time of course. I would like to keep being that little fun spark in the lives that are put in front of me. Because frankly, it helps keep me in a good mood too!!!!!!!!  WIN-WIN, right?!
So go on out there in your part of the world and make it a fun productive day. For you, for everyone in your path. 
Remember:

 

~PEACE OUT~

Spring is here and so comes 420~

Here I am sitting at my son's table, eating gourmet jelly beans a day after Easter!
How have you all been?
Me, I've had a rough two weeks with being ill and sore from a couple of medical procedures-YIKES! But nevertheless, I'm up and trucking around the Newport area soaking up some much needed sunshine and fresh sea air. I craved jelly beans so badly over the weekend. I even sent one of my kids out to hunt some down for me...to no avail. Funny how you get cravings for something and it  turns into a quest in order to satisfy your weakness. I was bedridden at the time, so I was unable to go "find" any for myself...until today.
I did however enjoy watching my so-far small deck garden begin to grow shoots of various kinds. I've forgotten some of what I planted, so I'm sure it will be a nice surprise when they bloom. My thoughts and actions have been more focused on getting things done for others and getting my vacay all in order for June. I can't wait~
I was thinking about what made me happy in life...some of the little things, like when I was a wee one.....

 

Playing with the dollhouse my grandmother gave my mother, then passed it down to me. ( I have since  passed it to my 10 year old granddaughter)

Then when I was a young lady, just like most, I guess, I loved talking to my friends on the phone. Making plans to get together and do all kinds of fun adventures. Usually taking off for the weekend to go exploring~

Yes- that is a rotary phone on the end of that cord...haha..I'm dating myself here...'Twas in the mid-eighties.....

Anyhow, here I am, coming up on my birthday again. It's a funny thing that my son's always remember the date: 4/20!!!

For you that are unaware, it's a police code for "weed". Their grandfather was a Seattle police officer and taught them many codes and etc. This is a substance I am truly allergic too~ go figure.

But in my book- whatever it takes to be remembered on my birthday...I can laugh about it! For it truly is the 'fun' and simple things in life that makes us flow in life.

 

Now, I just love to travel when I can. Therefore, I am taking a month off and running away to different states to see family and friends this summer...and do a little self exploring on my own.

This will be the first time I am off by myself without nobody in tow~ Kind of exhilarating for myself. This trip had started from going to one state and visiting one friend and his wife- to, three states and a whole mess of beautiful wonderful fun family and friend's time. All I can think about now is ...

SWEET!

I can rock this!!!

Enjoy life, enjoy spring. Time to start walking and taking it all in again..

Peace, smile and think only positive things~

Namaste'

Life~

I really like stairs. Stairs of all kinds. That might seem a little bit odd, your thinking. But if you really think about it, you use stair to go "up" to get somewhere new. To make it to another level-right?
My life to me, has been like climbing stairs. I've always seemed to be climbing with some sort of effort to get higher than where I was. Sometimes, I felt like I was pushed down those stairs because I chose the wrong route and there was nothing really to hang on to but a simple rough board that splinters...

 I would have to get back up; clean my wounds and find my strength to grab hold of the, 'hopefully' new path and pull harder to go forward again. Have you ever felt like that?

  My faith has gotten me through some rough times. The railing that was offered to me was usually at first the plain cold steal bar. It was made to be uncomfortable and cold while I was hanging on tight to get one step closer to the top. If I focused on my journey, and struggled to keep on God's path for myself; the railing slowly became more smooth and sometimes a bit ornate. Quite nice to hold onto, in fact. I felt a little more secure and started to enjoy the climb.

 

Even so....sometimes, I would get tired out from traipsing up and just stay where I was. I'd ponder what life should have been or could of been had I tried out another avenue...or if there was something just really wrong with the way I was doing things (imagine that-ha-common sense right?)....how exhausting, how unproductive-ugh!

But I suppose, everyone needs a rest now and again. Since I was a single mother, I had no one to lean on and help steady me, or catch me when I fell. A person can obtain a lot of bumps and bruises doing it alone. Unfortunately, I obtained a lot of  physical and emotional scar's 'when' I was married. But I am a strong soul, and strive to be at peace and happy-and forgiveness was the first step to begin my upward journey-the right stairs~

I had to try a few different ways up, a few different styles..to get it right. And that's ok! It's called "growth". The staircase that works for me is one in a sacred place. I had to first learn how to get out of my own way....that was the hard part..HA!

But the way I chose has been very freeing and beautiful ( yes, even when times get rough, I can still find the calm in the storms that I sometimes have to weather through)

It's full of amazing learning and adventures...and promptings of a spiritual kind. The view is bright and the rail is smooth and strong.

 I can be kind of a knucklehead sometimes, still, but not like before. I know to stay within the bounds of good kind living. I now believe I'm worth it!!!! So are you!!!!~

 I've let go of things that were knocking me down those stairs. I know I have family, friends and 'Him' to hold me up and walk beside me as needed....One step at a time..

What staircase are you walking up these days? Are you enjoying the climb? Or is it time to choose another one...one that suit's you better to where you want to end up being, once you've hit the top?~

I am quite content on the one I have chosen. Maybe we can meet at the top. I will be the one who will be standing there with a big bright smile and my arms wide open~

Peace out~

 

Ps. Health tip of the week....Eat more at home. Eat real foods...reduce the processed items you put in your mouth. Your body will heal inside out.

Herbs and spices are important too. Helps lower inflammation in your tissues...among other naturally wonderful things.

I will also be gone for a couple weeks-important life need be's~

I shall return ;)

An Alternate Valentines Experience

Ok, so I'm just going to put it out there...ugh Happy Valentines day~ ( February 14 )
But I still stand by my protesting the way one day is celebrated. Love is for all time and every day!!!

I am going to suggest and alternative to Valentines day rituals.
1. Don't spend a lot of money on something that's only going to last one day-instead, make a memory.
2. Find out something about your loved one, that they love to do- but don't really get the time to do because life seems to get in the way....like a hobby
3. Set some time out to take your loved one and do something related to this hobby they enjoy.
For instance: if they enjoy hiking or walking or gem stone hunting, ie: rock hounding. There are places you can research in your area that you can mine your own precious rocks. I've done it, my sister has done it-it is a fabulous way to really appreciate what you find-with your partner! Or take a nice drive to an area and go for a beautiful hike in nature. Pack a homemade picnic lunch for on the way. Both occasions, bring plenty of water. Got to keep your sweetheart hydrated!
Take a walk on the beach and find some lovely shells together to display in your home...make a sand sculpture together...get creative, laugh and play around. Enjoy each other.

Maybe, if you are lucky, you two may find the mother of all gems..

Probably not-ha. But it wouldn't it be nice if you had that kind of excitement in your hearts while enjoying a new memory-a new adventure together??? Excitement is what makes the memory "stick!"

What a real emotional gem looks like:it's made by those who make an effort, a loving, fun time together. It may even go right, when your trying to go left- roll with it and get a laugh out of it...hug your honey and carry on your adventure with a happy positive spirit!
 Memories are not an object, it isn't shiny or adds fat to your body..it's after the day, you can think back, smile and get a warm true loving feeling deep down inside. that's love-that's care-that's happiness that lasts a lifetime...not just a day of bought stuff...from the stuffmart!-HA- Old and overdone with no real meaning....

I think one of the most happy times of a valentines, is when someone I loved surprised me with a dinner train excursion. It wound up through the woods and into beautiful country. We were seated across the table from an older couple. The elderly gentleman wore a fedora hat and looked so much like my very beloved grandfather who passed when I was young. It was an amazing time of talking, eating, and enjoying the scenery. It couldn't have been a better train ride. A beautiful memory. Yes, the train tickets did cost money, but all the things that transpired that day were magical and wonderful, and just 'happened'
By the way, have I mentioned....
                                                      I LOVE TRAINS!!!!!

 

I was seriously thinking of incorporating them in my summer month long trip...BUT, I don't have enough time in between those who want to spend their time with me.

So~ another time I will plan a purely fabulous vacay on some amazing train rides across our country, with a friend in tow to share with me some adventure.

 

Until then, please rethink what your Valentines day will look like. Don't try and "buy" the person off... do your best to make a great memory~

If you don't have someone you are sweet on, do something fun for yourself- your own memory...don't you think you are worth it? I do~

~PEACE OUT~

I love you

                                                               
                                                                  

Valentines Day is coming-Bah Humbug!!

Sorry it's been a longtime in between my postings lately. I've been working on a book that needs endless editing-so it feels like. I have a little bit of writers OCD- HA! I need to learn to let it go and let others read and make the choice if they like it or not. Regardless, it just feels good to tell a story..my story.
So, Valentines day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The one "so called" holiday of making a one time effort of telling your loved one how much you care~
Candy, flowers, a night out in a romantic setting???...ugh. I've always felt that if you really love someone, make an effort every chance you get!!!! You don't have to buy things, etc. Just show that "someone" with actions, words of care and love. Smile, hug, laugh with that person. HUG- HUG- HUG!!!!!!
The act of hugging someone you care about is giving that person a physical, non-intrusive connection of care. In just that one small gift from one person to another...will be uplifting and can be very healing in some cases. You might not even be aware of the wonderful gift your actually giving that human soul.       
HUG~  care and love. Sure, ok, on Valentines day too~

I have been doing some extra thinking this year. Ha-no, that's a good thing...
I am going to take this blog site a little left .....I am going to emphasize not only tuning into nature and finding the fun and sometimes funny things in life, but to also encourage health and wellbeing of body and soul. I think it's time to really talk about trying to get worldly things out of our main focus, find inner peace and happiness that actually speaks to your soul...the kind of happiness that lasts...
and not just gives short term satisfaction /gratification.
Also, to start thinking more about the toxins we are ingesting. You ever wonder why there are so many exploding cases of cancer and other health issues in our lives?? I'm sure you've figured it out by now. I just want to embrace and share my journey of trying to clean up as many chemicals, etc. out of my diet.
Let's face it-it's impossible to do it 100%. But let me tell you, from when I really started to work on this about 5 years ago...I feel so much better and my physical and spiritual being has been uplifted in many positive ways.
I do have a strong faith in God and Jesus as my Savior and the Holy Spirit inside-guiding me. ( I am working on the listening part, as I am only human and prone to mistakes...ugh )
You can have faith, belong to a different religion, not really have a religion, or what have you...I care so much about you as my neighbor of earth. You matter. I love when we can connect through blogging. I thank you for being here with me and letting me share my thoughts and one sided banter!
I will start posting again once a week. I hope you will G-1 any posts you like. That gives me an idea what you care about. Drop me a comment. (private or public) it's all good.
Sit back and enjoy~
        Until next week,
                      PEACE OUT~

Tip of the week- HYDRATE with water...pure clean water! The most important thing to put into your bodies all day, every day!

Weathering the Winter Blues

I'm figuring that there is about 2 more months of real winter-like weather here on the coast. About 2 weeks into this cold freezing, wet, dreary weather....I am so over it. I want my sunshine back!!! I want the rays of sunshine to gently reach through my window, early in the morning and kiss my face awake. I want to be able to be warm and refreshed, instead of hurriedly crawl out from under my blankets, trying to find my slippers and the thermostat; so I can get warmer and feel like starting my day. But no...I have to wait.

I do love the fog, and I do love going out for nature walks, and I do love to feed the tiny sparrows and chickadees on my deck that come to find an easy meal. I fight sometimes to find things to feel uplifted in my day....

Some people fight with winter depression. I used too- a few decades ago, but through my faith, I was healed from that. But I can still feel ....well BLAH! It doesn't last long. The trick is to keep moving and take my focus off any negative feelings.

I've decided that between now and my next birthday in April, I am going to tone my body a bit more to get as healthy as I can. ( yoga..ouch-ha, and my exercise bike and a little weight training)

 I plan on doing some in country traveling this summer. I've hooked up with some family and friends to make it a sweet personal fun time for me. I used to go on exploring weekend vacations with my kids when they were young. We would just load up essentials and just pick someone to decide which direction we were going to drive and see where it would take us. We would always try new roads and places.

 I intend on making this a vacation to do some new, out of state exploring. Some things are planned....something's I'm going to leave up to wherever the day takes me.

"AN ADVENTURE"!!!!!

-that's what my summer is going to be.

 Life is an adventure to some extreme...but this one I'm taking....this time, will be on my own. This will be the first time in my crazy upside-down life, that I will be going on by myself! I will be taking no stragglers with me! -Ha.

This way, I will have the opportunity to adjust my schedule and even extend any part of it if I so desire. This will be my chance to fly and be free for a while. For when I get back home, I will be tightening up my bootstraps and buckling down to get back to work and figure out where my path wants me to plant roots-for once in my life....I'm determined to become a tree and grow in one place. Not sure where that place will be now. Maybe right here in Newport, maybe in a different part of Oregon or a different state??!!  It's not for me to know at this time. It's for me to discover.... over this year or two. It's a "knowing" I have. It's part of my life's adventure. Sweet for me!

I also decided that before my birthday, I'm purging clutter from my home. Not useless stuff, just earthly stuff that I have no more need for. Someone else can benefit from it. I want to continue my life- light in all aspects. I want to refocus on what really matters in life...people.

People, like family, friends and people whom God puts in my path. How much fun and love and care can we share. I want to make as many people as I can feel better...smile...hug...laugh...loved....and just get a good ole deep cleansing breath after spending time with each other feeling the release peace.

Think about how you want your "rest of your life" to be. If your truly not happy where your at -change it-do something different for your betterment. Have something you truly want to look forward too. Hard work done with a happy and positive heart will get you blessings you never thought obtainable...think about it...are you really truly happy with your life? If not, what's missing? Don't be afraid to live. Think, pray, ponder, get out of your own way. Life is so much more than "weathering the blues"..

Until then, have a little laugh- Love those minion goofballs

All in good fun~

~Peace out~